I don’t remember your face, I don’t remember your name, I intentionally erased it all, From everything I’ve known. I will not get back the days, That were exactly the same, When I lived to take the fall, For actions I didn’t condone. I found something inside you, I can not recall what though, Not […]
Driving through the storm, With my sunglasses hiding, My eyes from everything I, Didn’t ever want to watch, Occur right in front of me. I’ve already had to endure, All these years of fighting, For any reasons to be alive, And to see them all botched, Is just too hard to believe. I paved this […]
Peeling seven layers of skin, To find whatever lies within, Giving me a kind of strength, To be pulled to such lengths, Of hell, of fucking torture, By tolerating each of your, Deathtraps, and these lies, To fuck me up on the inside, And drive me to killing you, In a dream like I always […]
A different approach, To get the same result, Sew my wrists closed, And act like an adult. Not for a good reason, It never does matter, Loving you is treason, I am losing the battle. A torn life preserver, That will not hold air, Is what I’m living for, If I as much as dare. […]
The truth was never meant to hurt, It wasn’t meant to feel good either, Small details are important words, That always leave me here to teeter, Somewhere along the edge of sanity, Or on the edge of a straight blade, Because I’ve lost hope in humanity, Leaving me with no more than faith. I’m claustrophobic, […]
Another letdown, from the one I love the most, I am one hundred percent sure that she knows, The key to my heart, and the way to destroy it, All in the shape, the size of an unexpected gift, That I never once thought I’d recieve from her, If I meant anything at all inside […]
Misery, I’ve found, all on my own, Without a friend, without a home, To curl up inside, to die in alone, Faith, I’ve lost, within God’s hell, To lessen all the pain he has dealt, And supress this anguish I’ve felt. Hope, I’ve found, in wrong ways, Feeding addictions all these days, Adding to this […]