Blood drips on the ground,
Slowly like twenty minutes,
After the incredible storm,
With your voice as thunder.
I am the ant that drowned,
Trying to test out my limits,
To see if I can live before,
Your puddle pulls me under.
You are the fate in my eyes,
My bad dreams coming true,
Everything I fear in motion,
And I can’t do this anymore.
This is only assisted suicide,
Hold me under ’til I’m blue,
Tears can hide in the ocean,
If I don’t ever wash ashore.
I sacrificed to you all I am,
Even if it’s not all you need,
I’m giving myself up to you,
For a piece of you in return.
I bleed to death like a lamb,
My god declined to recieve,
Being one of the chosen few,
He has left me here to burn.
Loneliness is my companion,
Seemingly my closest friend,
Having nothing is more than,
Remaining alive for nothing.
I don’t know where I begin,
If it will all come to an end,
It appears nobody else can,
Feel quite so dead, so empty.
I’m the loudest in the room,
Nobody can hear one word,
Kind of makes me feel like,
This life is all meaningless.
I am confined to this tomb,
What am I even trying for,
Living this life in hindsight,
Since it’s all I have to miss.
There is an outline of a man,
Standing where I once was,
Everything inside is missing,
But I am so far from dead.
Open up to listen if you can,
Just for this once because,
It’s the most beautiful thing,
You’ll again have never read.