Everytime that I bleed, I pray,
To this fucking God of mine,
Make this the last time I feel,
This suffering of your wrath.
God damn you, you like to play,
With me, but won’t let me die,
I once doubted you were real,
But only you’d do this and laugh.
Make this the last time I hurt,
I don’t want to recover again,
Put an end to all of the misery,
And kill me now you coward.
I’m not even myself anymore,
I am eagerly awaiting the end,
Only you can make hell seem,
Desirable with almighty power.
I’ve emptied my heart to you,
So you can fill it up with hate,
It’s a fucked up game you play,
And I must be your favorite.
You know how to bend the truth,
And my neck until I suffocate,
Just enough to make me stay,
And feed me more of your shit.
End my misery you sadistic fuck,
I’ve begged you to for years,
I really hope this isn’t the way,
You treat all that you create.
I’ll live forever with my luck,
Since you enjoy tasting tears,
And you bask in all of my pain.
Respecting you was a mistake,
I have become unholy for you,
In hopes you’ll smite me faster,
And move on to another weak,
Helpless soul, even more pure.
What else is left for me to do,
To no longer be your bastard,
That was assured that the meek,
Would one day inherit the earth?