I don’t know what I did,
To make you hate me now,
I also don’t seem to care,
You’re less than a memory.
I don’t need an analysis,
Indirectly telling me about,
The things you won’t dare,
Stand and fucking tell me.
I have never harmed you,
Although now I wish I had,
I might be fucking crazy,
But at least I’m not a fake.
Your mentality only proves,
Your mind is hardly intact,
I am not as you portray me,
I offered you an escape.
You were gone from my life,
Before you could dismiss me,
Whatever makes you tick,
Is beyond comprehension.
I bled for you every night,
It was not like it seemed,
I don’t think you are sick,
You just crave the attention.
This is all about you dear,
And I don’t need to deny it.
If you’d look me in the eye,
I’d likely spit in your face.
You try your best to appear,
As an intellectual little bitch,
Your whole life is one big lie,
Every minute of you a waste.
How could I hold you back?
I only tried to give you hope,
And to help change your life,
That I left you free to choose.
The only thing that I asked,
Was to sincerely let me know,
How you felt about me inside,
Not to leave me subtle clues.