Died

Leave me where you found me,
I just can’t stand it anymore,
I am all that you do not need,
According to what you’re worth.
My last name is disappointment,
You should have seen it coming,
Ever since that evening when,
I admitted we shared nothing.
Maybe you do not deserve me,
I treaded lightly only in fear,
Of becoming your worst enemy,
But you’re the only enemy dear.
Keep your distance from here,
It is the best for both of us,
I cannot ever love you in fear,
Of letting you fuck things up.
I’m avoiding you at all costs,
You’re just not worth it again,
Seeing all that I’ve ever lost,
Shouldn’t be used as a weapon.
I’ve poured out my life to you,
Revealing how ugly I really am,
No one else can tell the truth,
I just refuse to be like them.
Someday far too late, I know,
That you’ll find these issues,
In your life are all your own,
Everyone knows it except you.
You’ll keep trying to find out,
What my problems are and why,
I never had the slightest doubt,
That in reality you have died.

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