Driving through the storm, With my sunglasses hiding, My eyes from everything I, Didn’t ever want to watch, Occur right in front of me. I’ve already had to endure, All these years of fighting, For any reasons to be alive, And to see them all botched, Is just too hard to believe. I paved this […]
Peeling seven layers of skin, To find whatever lies within, Giving me a kind of strength, To be pulled to such lengths, Of hell, of fucking torture, By tolerating each of your, Deathtraps, and these lies, To fuck me up on the inside, And drive me to killing you, In a dream like I always […]
A different approach, To get the same result, Sew my wrists closed, And act like an adult. Not for a good reason, It never does matter, Loving you is treason, I am losing the battle. A torn life preserver, That will not hold air, Is what I’m living for, If I as much as dare. […]
The truth was never meant to hurt, It wasn’t meant to feel good either, Small details are important words, That always leave me here to teeter, Somewhere along the edge of sanity, Or on the edge of a straight blade, Because I’ve lost hope in humanity, Leaving me with no more than faith. I’m claustrophobic, […]
Another letdown, from the one I love the most, I am one hundred percent sure that she knows, The key to my heart, and the way to destroy it, All in the shape, the size of an unexpected gift, That I never once thought I’d recieve from her, If I meant anything at all inside […]
Misery, I’ve found, all on my own, Without a friend, without a home, To curl up inside, to die in alone, Faith, I’ve lost, within God’s hell, To lessen all the pain he has dealt, And supress this anguish I’ve felt. Hope, I’ve found, in wrong ways, Feeding addictions all these days, Adding to this […]
So now I know better than to, Get my hopes up just for you, Failure is part of your nature, I guess I needed to make sure, That throughout all of this pain, Not one thing has ever changed. You lead multiple lives somehow, With intents of pulling me down, To be miserable just like […]
Papier-mache people with heartbeats, Are polluting each and every street, Aimlessly shooting verbal bullets from, Their proverbial yet powerless guns, With the innocent in their cross hairs, To correct those puzzled, blank stares, Over the happiness, money, and beauty, That the shallow are supposed to see. Gasping for breath not even their own, Just for […]
All these things we do to get ourselves high, For one more hour, for the rest of the night, Are decaying our minds, destroying our lives, Not knowing if it’s worth all of the sacrifice. If idols can survive one short trip at a time, A simple question arises of why couldn’t I? Everyone that […]
It’s been like this forever, But now I feel the need to, Apologize for all the hearts, I have destroyed in the past. After every plotting, clever, Scheme I had, I never knew, Exactly how deep the scars, Get, and how long they last. I put so many others through, An anguish similar to my […]