Our love spilled here on the floorTook the high road again, here I amPicking up the pieces of the pastI see they never meant a fucking thingYou’ve had one foot out the doorIt wasn’t an ‘if’ but a when you ranAll the years to the Monday morning trashThere’s not even value in the ringI’ve been […]
It feels like I’m screaming into an empty roomMy tears are a novelty, they must not be realIs this padded room home or is this my tomb?You just stare from the window as I try to dealThe day will come when I can no longer copeI’ve reached for help and I’ve said my pieceMy only […]
Here by the light of the moon I still driveWhile my home has never felt so far awayThoughts of death have never felt so aliveI’m not ready for the light of another daySinging songs of sorrow stuck in my headThere are no other stations in this townThe steering wheel is cold, my vision redI see […]
Persistence –The first word that comes to mindTo keep fighting a losing fightEach and every gut wrenching nightSelf depreciation churns insideNothing will ever be good enoughBut the fuel that builds the fireTrying to elevate myself higherAre unrealistic goals I made upDrag myself through my own hellI know what I did to deserve thisNothing left for […]
Can’t shake this helpless feeling Where my hands are always tied And there is no turning back Nerves are through the ceiling Losing the will to be alive Feelings don’t replace the facts Nobody deserves this kind of pain I would sacrifice myself instead To not see you wither like this The treatment feels so […]
This night is slipping from my grasp I have overstayed my welcome I fear. Telling myself stories time and again Doesn’t make regret or despair go away. You made me slip through the cracks There is nothing left for me here. When sorrow and lust begin to blend There’s no reason left for me to […]
Asleep behind the wheel, I’m at this once again. Thought I was giving it up for good this time. I sold off my will to live when I bought my friends, Again I was too delusional to see all the signs. Listening to ‘Interstate Love Song’ on repeat, I think we share a lot of […]
Still spiraling further out of control, I remember the man I used to be, he’s gone. I try to sweep up the pieces of my soul, Pour it down the drain, suck it up, carry on. Trying to leave this negativity on paper, It’s getting hard writing to no one at all, While believing there’s […]
Never thought I would make it this far, I’ll be the first one to admit that much. It hasn’t been all bad contrary to belief, But God damn it hasn’t been great by default. If I valued life in a home, money and cars, The past few years have far from sucked. Though I’m sitting […]
At what age do your dreams finally die? When seeing the morning light becomes a chore, Because you know you have lost your will, And everyday is more of a curse than blessing. At what point do you succumb to the voices inside, That keep insisting you can’t do this anymore? And empty whiskey bottles […]