It’s another one of those days, Where suicide seems like such, A fucking hassle, not a waste, And every life I have touched, Turned around and walked away. I pretended that I had a heart, So I had something to give you, I trusted you not to rip it apart, All I asked you for […]
I do not want to feel this way, And it’s all beyond my control, All bad things can’t be changed, So what am I even bothering for? I’ve been dreaming of the most, Insincere way of ending my life, Since the only ones I love know, Something about me is not right. If I cannot […]
Searching for you, Like you never left, The past is not true, It is all in my head. I feed myself lies, Trying to stay sane, I swore if you died, I would do the same. I dream you’re here, As strong as always, Whispering in my ear, A million miles away. I can see […]
Leave me where you found me, I just can’t stand it anymore, I am all that you do not need, According to what you’re worth. My last name is disappointment, You should have seen it coming, Ever since that evening when, I admitted we shared nothing. Maybe you do not deserve me, I treaded lightly […]
I’m walking away and, I’m never coming back, No artificial tears can, Change the cruel facts. I know I don’t belong, Nor am I even needed, Everyone wants me gone, I have quietly conceded. The world doesn’t have, Any desire for my type, I was taught to laugh, At problems in my life. The past […]
Stare at the stars, And kiss them goodbye, This life behind bars, Is not a reason why, I should open my eyes, Or take another step, Closer to life I deny, Eventually my death. My arms over my head, As a cool rain pours, Over a corpse undead, That merely wonders, What is the meaning, […]
Every window has been sealed off, And my doors have all been locked. I patiently wait in my room to die, Everything I’ve known was all lies, Now I must find a way to forget, Demons running through my head, And how they make this torment, Remain with me until the very end. There is […]
Drops of red staggered down the hall, I screamed for him to no reply at all. His door is locked, it smells like shit, I’m terrified now, who the fuck did it? Who is inside there, how do I get in? I smell decay, that cannot be his skin. I run outside to look inside […]
The world is bearing down on me, I deserve everything I recieve, I’m a bad person under a shadow, And a cloud of diminishing hope. I hate myself for all I’ve done, To hurt you, or to hurt everyone. I want to die, I want to forget, My ties to all that I have left. […]
I don’t remember your face, I don’t remember your name, I intentionally erased it all, From everything I’ve known. I will not get back the days, That were exactly the same, When I lived to take the fall, For actions I didn’t condone. I found something inside you, I can not recall what though, Not […]