I like to crumble your paper flowers, And turn them into a grave of ashes, I love turning your sweet moods sour, So I can have your heart and smash it, Like you’ve done to me plenty before. I enjoy you waking up wanting to die, Feeling like a trashy, pathetic whore, Because it’s so […]
I don’t know what else to tell you, It’s not going to be alright again. I’ve ran out of kind words to say, To make you feel better in vain. I wish you could accept the truth, You’re not the same girl I pretend, That made the bad things go away, And found a way […]
Such a fucking waste, To every pretty face. I wish I could change, But it is far too late, And I don’t have time, To change your mind. I am bitter and cold, I hate this even more, When you won’t see, You’re why I’m angry. I hurt myself the most, When nobody knows, And […]
Everytime that I bleed, I pray, To this fucking God of mine, Make this the last time I feel, This suffering of your wrath. God damn you, you like to play, With me, but won’t let me die, I once doubted you were real, But only you’d do this and laugh. Make this the last […]
Eighty rooms on this hallway, All of them are empty behind, The doors I was once assured, Would never be closed to me. The end of the hall is grey, And the clock’s frozen in time, I haven’t heard a single word, From anyone on this journey. The cameras watch every move, Every single step […]
Words of conviction fall from your mouth, As if you don’t know how painful they are. It’s hard enough trying to survive without, Being shit on while you act like the martyr. No drug in the world can replace the time, I held your hand and you promised me that, You’re different and will forever […]
Wind passes through the streets, City lights make it bright as day, There isn’t a soul to be found, Beneath any of these spotlights. The abandoned mansion creaks, In the wind, just the same way, As it did before it was rundown, Twenty-three years ago tonight. The animals have ran for cover, Not even roaches […]
Warm water splashed on my face, To melt some of the ice in my veins, It’s just another one of those days, And you are only the fucking bane, Of my miserable, pitiful existance. All of these days I curse at myself, For being so ignorant, so persistant, And no drug in the world will […]
I’ve hit rock bottom so many times, The only place left for me to go, Will be six feet into the ground. My smile is an elaborate design, Built around lying to those I know, So they won’t follow me down. I find hope in the worst places, Just to justify things being okay, When […]
This life of mine downplayed, Into meaningless conversation, As if we were chatting about, The sun or the fucking weather. You talk to me like I am insane, Needing seclusion like a patient, Who’ll off myself if I get out, Because things won’t be better. You talk about happiness as if, It can be bought […]