I think you’d be proud of me,
If you could see how much,
I’ve changed in a good way,
Since you have been gone.
I’ve matured a little it seems,
Without growing up and such,
I still remember you everyday,
Though I’m still moving along.
I try not to have the vices,
That became your atrophy,
All while adoring the legacy,
That you forever left behind.
I am still far from the nicest,
Person that you’d ever meet,
But that’s why you loved me,
And why I miss your shine.
I still live in regret for not,
Being able to help you more,
To find a way to save you,
Even though beyond my realm.
I know you found the God,
That you had tried to adore,
The God that gets me through,
From high above in his helm.
The past three years alone,
Renewed my lack of a faith,
I imagine you feel the same,
Since you found immortality.
You’re no longer on your own,
I just hope that you can wait,
And save me a spot someday,
When I find my own destiny.
We always both had doubts,
Until the day you left home,
And you would never return,
To console me one last time.
I’d definitely be lost without,
The simple fact that I know,
You recieve what you earn,
And you are in an elite line.
I promise to love you forever,
I hope that you can hear this,
When I remind you yet again,
That I will never let you go.
I hope that this love letter,
With my prayers and wishes,
Make it all the way to heaven,
So that you will always know,
One day I will see you there.