I. Vultures Walked ten thousand miles today, Just to get far away from here, My blind faith is leading me astray, And I’m too heartless to ever fear. Sunlight outlines all of my flaws, Exposing them to the outside world, I never claimed that I knew it all, But a journey must amount to more. […]
Unopened doors sway in the wind, Just so they can slam in my face, Going nowhere, I feel like nothing, More than a God damned disgrace. I don’t need a constant reminder, Of how meaningless my existence is, I was put here to obey and serve, Unlike those who can love and live. I’ve tried […]
Somewhere in space lies undeniable truth, An answer to all of the burning questions, Like how the world really is out to get you, And true love was mankind’s misconception. Everybody dies, always have, always will, It’s not a matter of when it’s all about why, My music is psychiatric proof that I can kill, […]
No right turns, only a constant left, I am starting to feel dizzy here, I keep walking on this sidewalk, On an endless quest for answers. This feels like progress except, I’ve paced in circles for years, I even traced my path with chalk, A step ahead is ultimately reverse. The elderly look out their […]
I long for the days when we were young, Innocent little fuckers with no concerns, Work was a game where we dress up for fun, As our favorite carpenter, and take turns, Passing the hard hat from one to another, And beating wood with our plastic hammer. I miss when the hard part of being […]
All I can do some days is shake my head, And wonder what I keep waking up for. I’d much rather lay unconscious in bed, Than lose another daily fight in this war. My body is worn out in a third of a life, My hangovers no longer require drinking, This pain will cease one […]
I possess the nerves of a sniper, With the intellect of a madman. The devil keeps whispering to me, And I can hear him loud and clear. The time has come to pay the piper, Everything I have to give in hand, This is the end to all of the misery, I think I am […]
Feel the temperature dropping to nil, Frost is forming on the window sill, Eyes sift gently from left to right, In harmony with a pendulum tonight. Cold hands grasp for a touch of heat, As the rocking chair gently creaks. The lighter touches the table quietly, And the ashtray makes a lone creak. The smoke […]
Another day, yet another lost cause, Engaged in another war but what for? Rhetorical questions sift in my head, Waiting for the answers to lie to me. Still no traces of an escape clause, Even if I cannot fight this anymore. Every word is written boldly in red, No loopholes, I am fucked clearly, Your […]
This raw emotion is absolute pain, All these years, nothing’s changed. Heartfelt apologies feel so empty, Cannot fix what is wrong with me. I long to be everything that I’m not, This pen and paper are all I’ve got. I’m out of words, I’m out of ways, To expose to you, that I’m not okay. […]