Meaning Of Life

I’m staring out of my window, Another bright and sunny day, The sun symbolizes some hope, I’d rather see it rain anyway. The children play in the street, I note their every move in envy, What I’d give to be that naive, What I’d give to be that free. They look for shapes in the […]

Depreciation

In deep thought, lost in a deeper prayer, My life is predictable, yet uncontrollable. The insurmountable pain is only the start, Of a tedious uphill voyage into the grave. The smell of scented candles lurk in the air, A false illusion used to mask the miserable, But they can’t hide the shame or the fault, […]

Sad (Fucking) World

Mother earth must need cosmetic surgery, She is starting to show off too many holes. The ozone layer is in need of rhinoplasty, New skin can’t cover up her hideous soul. If there ever was such a thing as beauty, Then true beauty will never be seen again. Self identity has become a total travesty, […]

Out Of My Mind

Hello, I am currently having an identity crisis, No, not one that would typically come to mind. You see, I have this problem I cannot explain, I know it won’t really make much sense at all. So here’s the situation, I feel like this life is, Fucked up with no direction, and here is why: […]

Mistakes

My guardian angel has left me to hang again, Seems like he always finds the perfect time, To turn his head and forget that I even exist, Without any explanation, without one sound, Yeah, you have fucked me again dear friend, Is it too far out of my realm to ask you why, Each mistake […]

(Not So) Quicksand

Undrawn lines, unknown boundaries, Minutes before dark, hours until light, Retinas start to contract, fears dilate. Each step backwards is a booby trap, Every step forward is only a mystery. Too young to care, too aged to fight, Nothing less than an unleashed primate, Nothing more than a mouse trapped rat. Crescent moon serves as […]

Nobody

Nobody, I guess that’s who it is, Nobody, I wish you were listening. Cut those puppet strings holding you, All these years later, isn’t it time to, Gain strength and stand on your own feet? You’re held down by greed and jealousy, And I think you’re old enough by now, To make up your mind, […]

Ghost Of Evil

Don’t walk, don’t run, don’t breathe, I can feel him creeping up behind me, A corpse in the tub, ten in the closet, With a stench of decay, piss and shit. Tape my eyes shut, forget the scene, Seeing mothers and daughters bleed. I feel like I’ve swallowed grenades, As I begin to sweat, begin […]

No Home

Home is where the heart is, So home must be a journey, Taken when these eyelids, Cease to continue opening. Pineapple flavored cyanide, Served gladly with a smile, Wipe the bloody hands dry, Make my time worth while. A bullet buried deep down, Somewhere inside of here, No vital organs to cry about, My life […]

An Open Letter To God

Kill all of the non-believers, Leave all of the rest to suffer. The teachings of the deceiver, Our savior, our foe, our lover. Life is never going to be fair, But it will always be a game, We can defy him if we dared, And not one thing will change. We cannot believe in actors, […]