Wait and see,
Pace and bleed,
Wrinkle and peel,
Only death heals.
Live and learn,
Crash and burn,
Weapon of choice?
Your own voice.
Another promise,
Shoot and miss,
Tote your cross,
My faith was lost.
Your backup plan,
I must be your man.
Wait and see,
You’ll forget me,
Just like the rest,
Wish I were dead.
A second chance,
To tie my hands,
To lock me away.
Feed me to snakes.
Only friend is me,
Pen my own effigy,
Say what I wish,
No one reads this,
If you only knew.
Fuck all of you.
Wait and see,
I don’t need,
Anyone at all,
To keep me calm,
If I have habits,
They will suffice.
A new addiction,
Fact or fiction,
I can’t even tell,
It’s cloudy in hell,
I’m too high to see,
Too dead to breathe,
Too numb to feel,
Too evil to kneel.
Wait and see,
I won’t scream,
From the torture,
No, not anymore,
I can accept it,
I need it to live.
It’s now a routine,
You mindfuck me,
Leave me to die,
Then give new life.
A piece of hope,
On which I’ll choke,
Until I turn blue,
And I forget you.
Wait and see,
I am incomplete,
It will never change,
Even the next page,
Is empty and torn,
Don’t read anymore,
It hurts most when,
You grab the pen,
And take control,
Crossing out my soul.
Leave me, let me go,
Moods are for show,
And I want to hide,
Leave me to die,
You’ve done it before,
What’s once more?
Wait and see,
What you’ve done to me.