Two hundred miles per hour,
Can’t love me, can’t catch me,
You go from sweet to sour,
To see how fast I can leave.
Over the limit, can’t stop now,
Lights flashing in my head,
Cannot seem to live without,
Feeling like a man possesed.
I’m just a no good asshole,
A worthless piece of shit,
Completely numb anymore,
And too cocky just to quit.
Head on, eyes shut, brick wall,
Seems like this was my fate,
I mute your voice each call,
I can fuck up my own day.
A scumbag mother fucker,
With no feeling of remorse,
Maybe I am just a sucker,
For making your life worse.
Crawl away from the crash,
With my usual broken bones,
Only my dignity left intact,
So leave it the fuck alone.
Seatbelts are for believers,
Live or die, I’m going to hell.
Apologies are for cheaters,
I’m not sorry, I’m not well.
Why attempt to elude death.
If I have no reason to live?
How much more can be left,
If merely waking up is a gift?
Slipping from consciousness,
As quickly as I lost my faith,
Catastrophic blood loss bliss,
A dollar short, a lifetime late.
Wake me up, watch the agony,
Numb the pain with narcotics,
How else can you torture me,
How the fuck could I resist?
Take it all away, leave me be,
Let me shut my eyes for good,
I am my own biggest enemy,
Leave me to suffer as I should.
Bring me back to full health,
Eight lives left, or so I’m told,
Can’t fold the hand I’m dealt,
Just don’t need this anymore.