Caylee’s Song

Cold stare of the devil, And I’m so defenseless, With the mind of a rebel, No way I can survive this. All that I’ve ever wanted, Is no more than a memory, I will be forever haunted, This she says is my destiny. Please help me I’m helpless, There ain’t no need to cry, A […]

Cold Days

Walking down a narrow road, Fresh air with a hint of cold, Lost my direction miles ago, I’ve lost it all, or so I’m told, Although you’re here for me, Just like you always promised, To admonish me of my misery, And later beg my forgiveness. Oncoming traffic avoiding me, Pretending that I don’t exist, […]

Sweet Dreams

Sweet dreams every night, My alternative to suicide, Because I pray for an end, And for once you to listen. You cruel, merciless fuck, Stop my heart with any luck, Silently, painlessly, quickly, For once hide your apathy. Fix this mistake I’ve made, And endured for a decade. Sweet dreams every night, Make the timing […]

Rock Bottom

I’m trying to seclude myself, Dilute myself, erase myself, You know that I’m not well, Who would you be to help? Counting down days until, You forget I ever existed. I cannot swallow the pills, If I cannot swallow this, Complete absence of dignity, And my total loss of hope. My heart has failed on […]

Deathwish

Two hundred miles per hour, Can’t love me, can’t catch me, You go from sweet to sour, To see how fast I can leave. Over the limit, can’t stop now, Lights flashing in my head, Cannot seem to live without, Feeling like a man possesed. I’m just a no good asshole, A worthless piece of […]

Wait And See

Wait and see, Pace and bleed, Wrinkle and peel, Only death heals. Live and learn, Crash and burn, Weapon of choice? Your own voice. Another promise, Shoot and miss, Tote your cross, My faith was lost. Your backup plan, I must be your man. Wait and see, You’ll forget me, Just like the rest, Wish […]

Escape

Blue eyes, black sky, Satan is in disguise, And has come for me, She loves my misery. A liar and a whore, Not shocking anymore. What should I expect, I deserve what I get. She’s stolen before, With a clean record, She is doing it to me, This time not so lucky. Fuck the heartbreak, […]

Two Weeks

Dark streets, bedroom windows black, A haunting feeling that feels too familiar, Fingers amongst fog crawl down my back, Oh I’ve definitely felt like this before. Asphalt burns like lava on weary soles, Knives tear at my spine to match my ego, I’ve ran out of time to fill these holes, Wherever the wind takes […]

Backtracking

I’ve come here to disappoint you again, Just to let you down, just to fuck up. I’m still looking for another purpose, But just like always, I’m wasting my time. I won’t say sorry for what I’ve done, So please cut the shackles from my feet. We will not ever see eye to eye again, […]

Stockholm Syndrome

There’s violence and evil in your eyes, And I will always fall victim to them. Seventy million little fibs and stories, Manufactured to make you operate. There is a cold-hearted devil inside, And he’s become my new best friend. Mail mom a letter urging not to worry, Things will never get better anyway. Kind words […]